September 2, 2003

  • Thank the lord, the long weekend is over.


    For some of my friends who tried to call me, i was working on saturday, sunday AND monday.  YUCK!


    Saturday was just horrible!  It was the busiest the pharmacy was ever was or something... i just wanted to cry and never come back again... i completely wanted to go back to chicago... very tough weekend...


    So... today was the first day of my new rotation, internal medicine.  HORRIBLE first day!  i swear, only to me...


    first of all, i woke up late, at 8am, i was suppose to meet up with my preceptor at 7:30.  GREAT! 


    Then at noon conference (where medical residence and interns gather and have lectures on specific topics...)  i sat by myself while we were eating(which i couldn't eat since i was really really self-conscious).  then the stupid attending physician starting lecturing, actually really starting a discussion on antibiotics... OF COURSE he had to look at me and say "pharmacy" like 5 times whenever he asked a question...  AND OF COURSE i didn't know the answer and i totally looked like a loser and a dummy!  i was so shocked that he asked me a question, i couldn't EVEN guess!  It was really embarrasing...  plus there were like 20+ residents/interns there...  now they are all going to think that i am a stupid pharamcy resident... i mean the attending even said " what do they teach in pharmacy school?"  I DON'T KNOW!!!!


    crappy, crappy day... crappy crappy life...