June 17, 2003

• Florida Countdown T-3 DAYS!!!!
  
  I still can't believe that i am leaving! I think a big part of me is in complete denial... suprisingly, i haven't really cried at all... a little bit at church last week. The fact that i am not crying makes me feel bad . Am i offending my friends and family by not shedding any tears? But... i know i will be balling like a baby once my family leaves in florida... what am i going to do without my mom? or chris or my dear friends?
  This week, suddenly all my insecurities are really really kicking in. will i suceed as a pharmacist? am i going to look totally dumb infront of my fellow pharmacists and doctors???? AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!! well, i can't go back now...
  i am such a baby...

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