Florida Countdown T-3 DAYS!!!!

I still can't believe that i am leaving! I think a big part of me is in complete denial... suprisingly, i haven't really cried at all... a little bit at church last week. The fact that i am not crying makes me feel bad . Am i offending my friends and family by not shedding any tears? But... i know i will be balling like a baby once my family leaves in florida... what am i going to do without my mom? or chris or my dear friends?
This week, suddenly all my insecurities are really really kicking in. will i suceed as a pharmacist? am i going to look totally dumb infront of my fellow pharmacists and doctors???? AAARRRGGGGHHHH!!! well, i can't go back now...
i am such a baby...

Well, i know that i still have a week to say goodbye... but i just wanted to say thanks to all the wonderful people in my life.  I really would not be the person i am today without you all...  i will miss my family and all my friends when i move to Jacksonville. 

My family:  you all have been a constant source of comfort and happiness in my life.  you guys always gave to strength and will to live my life to the fullest (even if you guys do drive me crazy to death!!!!).  You guys are like the breath i take everyday...  Thanks for all your support and love.

My Friends:

Pat:  you are a precious gem.  i never thought i would meet such a wonderful person like you.  You brought so much joy and thanks to my life.  I know i was always pushy and demanding, but you always made me feel wanted and important.  for that i thank you.

Nidhi and Nisha:  You guys always brought the motherly side of me...  you guys always made me laugh and lighthearted.

Esther: It's strange but you have been my friend for so long, i don't even know how we met.  You always amuse me with your jokes and your narcolepsy.

Giuseppe:  I am truely happy to know you as a friend.  i know i always make cracks about you all the time (in front of you or not), but you know i love you... 

LJ: Meeting you have been such a joy.  it is totally awesome to meet somebody who is obessed about hello kitty as me.  I  don't think it was coincidence that we were roommates, i think it was fate.

Sherry:  Wow, i am amazed on how you always suprise me time and time again.  You are such an amazing person.  I will miss your companionship always.  i mean we have lived within 3 block radius since 8th grade!  I am also thankful that you always make me feel like an awesome person.

Kelly:  Kelly kelly kelly.  I will definitely miss you most of all.  I know that you don't use the term bestfriends... but i have to definitely use that word to describe you.  We have been through a lot.  you have taught me a lot about people and what a truly wonderful  heart is all about.  The person i am today is definitely mainly due to my friendship with you.  Forever, i will thank God for making my family and your move to skokie so that we may meet and become friends... Thanks for such wonderful and beautiful memories... bestfriend...

This is quote i received from a friend a long time a go... Thanks all for touching my life...

"People important to you, people unimportant to you, cross your life, touch it with love and carelessness and move on. There are people who leave you and you breathe a sigh of relief and wonder why you ever came in contact with them.  There  are people who leave you and you breathe a sigh of remorse and wonder why they have to go away and leave such a gaping hole...people move in and out of each other's lives and each person leaves his or her mark on the other. You find you are made up of bits and pieces of all who have ever touched your life, and you are more because of it, and you would be less if they hadn't touched you."
                                                       --Author unknown

My FLORIDA COUNTDOWN --> T-11 days...

I am starting to really really prepare to move.  I am also really really trying to study for my board exams.  Unfortunately, these things are not going as well as planned...  i really hope i don't fail my exams!!!!!

WAIT! I forgot about my moving COUNTDOWN!

T-18 days! (on June 19th)

Hi Everyone!

Well, i got back from Jacksonville this morning...  I did find an apartment down there!  It is a 1 bedroom apartment, about 608 sq feet...  it is kind of small, but i think i will like it a lot (well, i guess it depends on how i decorate it...).  The apartment complex area has 2 outdoor pools, car wash, couple of small lakes, and outdoor volleyball court! 

oh boy, it was really hot down there.  It was really hot and humid... it reached about 93-95 degrees throughout the whole weekend!

Well, i am happy that there is an OCEAN (the atlantic) beach about 20 minute drive... not bad i guess...  the beach is stretches for miles and it has white powdery sand!  It was so much more nicer than i imagined...

So... i am personally inviting y'all to visit me in jacksonville to experience the golfing and the beaches!