Another day of aggravation... Why is it that when things are slow, it is SOOOOO slow, but when you are busy, too many things are going on???
Last week, i didn't really have much going on, no big projects... this week i have so many things due!!!!
AAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!

I have been sick with the flu since last thursday.  i am still suffering... i have not been this sick in so long... stupid florida.

 I will be home for THANKSGIVING!!!!!!  i put in my request to get days off around thanksgiving and christmas, but the hospital was kinda saying how i may need to pick one of the holidays.  so then i had to decide which holiday would it be less depressing if i did not go home thanksgiving or christmas (of course i rather be home for christmas than thanksgiving)...  but i got the notice yesterday that i could take both of those days off... yippee!!!  I miss home so much. 

I am in this process of deciding on my future again... i am so sick of this.  can i just get placed somewhere so that i don't have to interview????  i hate interviewing...and asking questions and answering questions...  AAAAHHHHH!!!  There are several issues involve in my decision for next year:
1) if i will do another residency
2) what kind of field i want to focus on: inpatient or outpatient
3) would i be able to find a job in Chicago (there is very little openings in chicago)
4) do i want to stay in florida or another state? (if i can't get a job in chicago)

I hate deciding on my future!

Well,

i feel like my time here is really dragging... although i have never been a baseball fan, the CUBS doing well is kinda nice.  i'm sure i would have jumped the ban wagon on the hoopla of celebration for the CUBS. 

i noticed that Thai restaurants here are very high quality resturants.  i mean they serve wine, have candlelights, and waiters are very courteous.  very different from the thai places i've been to in chicago... i miss the pad thai and thai iced tea at UIC.

i am so tired all the time now.  this is a sign that i am working too hard... although it doesn't seem like i do much.

I didn't get to talk to my cousin for her birthday yesterday...i left her a message, but i didn't have a chance to talk to her personally since i had to work last night... i am pretty much sick of working at the hospital...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UN-NEE!

one brighter note... that half cute asian guy... i have been seeing him almost everyday this week...  He is soooo cute!  i wish i had opportunities to talk to him... sigh...

Well, i started my new rotation yesterday.  i am doing my rotation in the clinics this month.  i am excited, but scared since i have to adjust to new people again...  i have come to a realization that i am not good with change.  Only thing i am kinda sad about this rotation is that there are like no guys in the clinics!  First of all, all the pharmacists in the clinics are women (think of all estrogen flaring...) and all the doctors that work in the clinic are middle aged or married... sigh...

i have sign up to consolidate my school loan...eeek!  i have so much loan!  when will i pay it off???