I was watching Oprah today.  I still watch her.  Her episode today was on "How would you spend one more day?"

I think this is something I think very difficult for people to deal with... If you had only one more day... one more hour left... what would you do?  Have I lived my life to fullest?  Did I love hard... Did I laugh enough... Did I make people around me appreciated... loved... that i cared about them?  It raises a lot of deep thoughts...

My pharmacy manager during my pharmacy school years... his wife died suddenly from brain aneurysm.  He told me that although he was very sad that she was gone, he felt content that there were no regrets.  He had said everything he wanted to... they did things together they loved together... he felt that they loved each other openly... I hope that I will feel like that before I die...  I want to leave this world with no regrets... no what ifs... I have so much of that right now...